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So yeah I decided to let my emotions out here on tumblr. I feel so betrayed and hurt by someone. I can’t take feeling like this anymore. I basc risked so much and tried everything to show this someone how much they mean to me and how much I love them. But, nothing ever seems good enough. I have known them for quite some time now, and I would say I opened up to them in a way I haven’t with anyone in a while. I trusted them so much and we have had a lot of memories together. I stood by them when everyone else seemed to walk away and give up because that’s what one does when they care for someone else. I won’t deny, we been arguing a lot lately about everything. But, it’s mainly because I gave so much effort and time and I feel like I’m not appreciated. So, today I really wanted to see them but they choose to see someone else instead of me. I understand the whole telling someone you’re going to hang out with them and what not and then feeling bad about canceling, but if you really cared and loved someone as much as you say you do, don’t you put that person first? For instance, I would say “Oh, sorry something came up.” just to see them, but I guess that’s just me. It’s suck opening up to someone to having them just give up on you. What’s funny is that they actually believed too, and said they’d tried to make it work but then everything changed out of the blue and they just gave up. They were the last person i thought would hurt me like this. I mean, I’m sorry but i actually believed when they said, “I can’t picture my life without you nor do I want to.” I think they remember saying that too. But, look now, they are living perfectly fine without me. I bet they’re even happier without me. And it’s killing me to know this, but I guess that’s the reality. I been trying to stay strong but let me tell you, when someone hurts you, It ain’t easy. I mean we are all humans and we have feelings; I guess i let them get the best of me. I guess as long as they are happy is all that matters, right? :/ Cause, I sure am not.
